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All Deviations
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School

Journal Entry: Mon Aug 25, 2008, 10:51 PM
I'm taking

- Precalc

- Intro to Literature

- Literature and Film

- Applied Music

- Music Theory III

- Small Instrumental Ensemble - Chamber Music

It's intense.

  • Mood: Doubtful
  • Reading: Crime and Punishment
  • Drinking: Water

FREE BONUS POINTS yeah i got tagged...

Journal Entry: Mon Aug 25, 2008, 10:06 PM
Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[X] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[X] I have many scars. (what counts as many?
[ ] I tan easily. (I burn)
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[X] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[X] I've run away from home. (I made it like one house. I was like 5.)
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[X] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[X] I'm in school (Junior college for a junior mind!)
[X] I have a job. (of sorts?)
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school. (I nap in the library between classes.)
[X] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. (Always.)
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry. (Oh... The Lion King...)
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[X] I've had my pants rip in public. (Jeans aren't as tough as the advertisements say.)

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[X] I've broken a bone. (At birth)
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor's office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[X] I had a serious surgery. (Spinal tap! Bone marrow harvest!)
[X] I've had chicken pox.
[?] I've had measles.

Travelling
[X] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[X] I've been on a plane.
[X] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[X] I've gotten lost in my city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star.
[X] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[X] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[X] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[X] I've been Skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[X] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[X] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[ ] I've played a prank on someone.
[X] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[X] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single.
[X] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[X] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[X] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[X] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world. (I KNOW WHO THE MAN IN BLACK IS!!!!!)
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test. (I would kill myself.)
[X] I've run a red light. (Jaywalking.)
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[X] I've witnessed a crime. (I have witnessed Jaywalkers!)
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I've consumed alcohol. (never plan to.)
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking. (OK, not really passed out but I was left unconscious; actually, I don't remember.)
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[X] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[X] I've hurt myself on purpose. (i pick at scabs. bad habit.)
[X] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying. ("I just dont want to.")
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[X] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[X] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[X] I own something I got on e-bay. (my phone... $9!!)
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily. You ask me a question I'm most likely going to answer it.
[ ] I watch the news.
[X] I don't kill bugs.
[X] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[X] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[x] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day. (for myself)
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[X] I've worn pajamas to school. (I was homeschooled.)
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[X] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[ ] All of those are answered honestly. (FIND THE FIBBED ONE; GET TEN BONUS POINTS!!!!)

I tag your mom.

  • Mood: Doubtful
  • Reading: Crime and Punishment

Setback Revisited

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 13, 2008, 9:26 PM
Good news: It is possible to recover my files
Bad news: It would cost $1400-$2400.
Upshot: Bye-bye life's work.
Luckily, I've only been trying to be creative for a few years now.

  • Mood: Regretful
  • Reading: Crime and Punishment
  • Watching: The Olympics
  • Playing: Unreal Tournament 3

Major Setback

Journal Entry: Fri Aug 8, 2008, 11:00 PM
I accidentally wiped the drive that contained photoshop, all my digital art and photos, the recording sessions of my band's last and next albums, and years of compositions.

On a positive note, however, we also reformatted our computer, which is now fast. Yay!

  • Mood: Remorse
  • Listening to: Beethoven's Emperor Concerto
  • Reading: Crime and Punishment
  • Watching: Doctor Horrible's Sinalong Blog!
  • Playing: Half-Life 2
  • Eating: Scrambled Eggs
  • Drinking: Banana Juice

Accounts?

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 6, 2008, 10:27 PM
I'm considering setting up multiple accounts; one for painting, one for photos, one for photoshop, one for literature. Summat like that.
Comments, suggestions?
~C

ps check out my new deviations: [link] and [link]
I'm really pleased with both of them.

  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: Beethoven's Emperor Concerto
  • Reading: Crime and Punishment
  • Watching: Doctor Horrible's Sinalong Blog!
  • Playing: Half-Life 2
  • Eating: Scrambled Eggs
  • Drinking: Banana Juice